21 December 2007 FIRSTLY
i shall not show concern for people who don't appreciate my concern, ANYMORE. i can't be bothered, ANYMORE. SECONDLY my family doesn't care about me, so i won't care too. to hell with ALL the presents i bought this year, i fucking wanna throw them ALL AWAY. the money i WORKED so hard for, spent on you people, and now what, treat me like that. all coming up with nonsensical nonsense to shoot me. fine, shoot me for all i care, i'll be out of this house before you all know it. THIRDLY i know that i am not the perfect little granddaughter/daughter/friend/teammate/sister etc. but at least i try to keep up to everyone's standards... you're not the only person in my life, so stop trying to make things difficult for me. LASTLY i don't need anyone's pity. maybe my life's just meant to be this way. my solo part... gone my place in the team... is shaky my life... seems meaningless... KISS ME 23:31 |
I AM... |
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