20 October 2007 i think that there's something wrong with me :( as in seriously, something really wrong with me. my emotions are unstable, and everything others do that im not happy with, the anger really builds up in me. then when i don't see the people, i don't calm down like i always do. instead, i'll start to get upset, and wonder why this happened, why that happened etc.
and this morning, it became worse. i wasn't upset, instead i became blanked. usually when i wake up, i'll at least have something on my mind. at least i'll be thinking of what i'll be doing for the day and stuff. but suddenly, i've no more motive. all the strength drained. am i suffering from something? maybe i am. and i know that i shouldn't hide everything inside me. but the thing is, now my mind is so blank i don't even know what caused all this. this is crazy, damn insane. i feel like locking myself away... this is depressing:( Labels: sad KISS ME 12:19 |
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