15 August 2007 Jesus take the wheel. take my wheel please! Going to church tday, in the afternoon... without my family (they're going for the evening one). I just want to be alone. Nono, I'm not emo-ing and stuff okay. It's just that... I need peace & quiet.. and I just want to talk to God.
I've never been so reluctant to study smartly, but this time, all I'm thinking about is NOTHING. Which is terrible, really, especially when you have exams that are going to be at your tabletop in NP Blk 56 on Friday! Damn, it's like, 2 days more? I don't deny that my status is 'studying- in-progress', but the pace is not to my likeness. And it has to be that CD module. Every time I think about that module, it's negative ): from how my old group screwed up, to how my individual got pulled down (i keep blaming myself for not reading through the group assignment many times), to how the teacher stared at me and said "I expect a lot from you." RAHH! FP & CD is taught by the same teacher. You may think it's good, cause her expectations and guidelines will be about the same, and you won't have problems switching. But to me it's bad, cause I have been doing well for FP. Okay enough whining from me, I gotta hit the notes already. God bless me! KISS ME 09:13 |
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