28 June 2007 wow. 1.08am, and i'm not sleeping. it's been a long time since this stupid damn freaking sleeping problem came back.. and since poly started, my nocturnal life sorta changed - till today.
was having a little msn chat with an old friend/classmate just now, and i realised - we've all changed. the situations we face now are different, but nevertheless, we still appreciate the old times we each had. i've made new friends, treasured the old, stayed in contact with those who have been true since then. there were many problems in secondary school which arose due to childishness, and i'm glad that most of us grew out of it. it's all behind us now, and sometimes, i can't help but laugh at the silly mistakes we all made. but the question is, how long will it take for a damage to heal? i don't mean physical, but emotional. new, serious problems have now surfaced. steady relationship can be tough to maintain, but i believe that mr.wee and i can pull through. new friendships must be carefully forged, and i hope that 1A01 can stay united. but.. how about true friendships? - i watched one leave, he packed his bags. he only returned at times.. and his last 2 words still linger in my head. i can still remember! but why should i, when he doesn't bother? - another ain't from the same school, we even liked the same guy before. we went through many shits, yet came out very sturdy. but does she take me for granted? - now another, i thought things would never turn out like this. i just wish i had an answer for her.. but damage.. can't be reversed.. it can never be fully healed too. I still think that KL's right.. why care about those who doesn't? Making space for the new is easy, but whether you can throw other trash out.. and keep the good memories. Getting rid of something's easy, but picking good memories to keep, is the toughest thing ever. KL's my sister, Matt's the boyfriend they love me, and i love them! (: as for the others.. they love me, they love me not... they love me....? not...? Labels: thoughts KISS ME 01:08 |
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